Emotional Djinn
What djinns exist in lamps of ours
From Marakkesh and Ceuta
Kashmir and Agra
Or Singapore?
Some on tables next to living room samivars
Others on a Spanish castle-step bed-stand
One favorite in a dining room curio case
A tiny one shelved with German and Japanese toys
All lovingly collected
When travel was unrestricted
And the only constraint?
A school calendar of classes
I sit here
In my bottle—in my room,
Waiting
To be released.
My surgical mask
Is my veil.
Modesty
Or mortality?
My universe
Of friends, family
Cities and countries—
Imploded in a puff of smoke.
Memories and emotions bottled up,
Kinetic artifacts.
Souvenirs—
Proofs tangible
I had a life.
I moved.
I met.
I was.
Is it sadness?
That I could have done better.
Is it introspection or regret?
That or listening to the tarnishing of brass?
Now I am.
Here I wait.
To be.
To live again.
Until the wisher’s rub
Or all-clear sounds,
Here I will be—
An emotional Djinn.